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Today I spent the afternoon crying at the beach.
It was pretty bad.
Don’t know the thought that spending outdoors versus staying at home would change my mood. After wandering for who knows how many hours, I was at the beach. It’s a sunny day. There were too many people nearby. So, for a while, I’m curled up behind this giant tree and silently just.. let go.
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Tears are not an experience that I’m familiar with.
Twice happened this year, when the breakup was four months behind me, and that other time, when I wasn’t a photography assistant. Facebook is off-contact for the time being. I don’t have voicemail or answer text messages. There’s not really a someone that I’m comfortably trusting this information with. All you have to know is that, I cried today and not avoiding people but going to continue isolating myself from everyone and that I don’t want to talk about it.
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I’m sad to read this, You have some good friends , and if their out, you can count on me
. hope you are feeling better
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